Chapter 4Â
TabithaÂ
“You stand there after admitting to settingÂ
up my then husband with his mistress and haveÂ
the balls to accuse me of doing something toÂ
make him kill himself? I’ve always known youÂ
were full of shit, but this takes the cake.” I say. IÂ
stand and continue to laugh at times.Â
“And you, the two people I thought were myÂ
friends, knew the whole time and never said aÂ
word. Did you hang out with them together?” IÂ
ask. The looks on their faces gave me myÂ
answer. I finally turned to the woman who hadÂ
stolen everything from me.Â
“You couldn’t let me have one thing couldÂ
you? I always thought you were after me forÂ
some reason, but I wanted to think the best ofÂ
you. Damn, was I ever wrong!” I start walkingÂ
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toward the stairs.Â
asks.Â
“Tabitha, where are you going?” HamptonÂ
“To pack the things I have bought for myselfÂ
and my parents‘ things. To hell with everythingÂ
else.” I stop and take my engagement andÂ
wedding bands off. I throw them at Heather.Â
“Here. You wanted them so badly. Now they’reÂ
yours along with all the rest of this shit. I’ll beÂ
gone within the hour.”Â
I walked into the room that I shared with whoÂ
I thought was the love of my life. Everywhere IÂ
look there are memories that I thought I wouldÂ
hold on to for a lifetime. Now all I see are the lies.Â
The things I never noticed before come blaringÂ
forward.Â
I grabbed all my clothes that Kyle felt wereÂ
too cheap and put them into my old suitcase thatÂ
he had stuffed in the back of the closet. I grabÂ
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my personal items and the pictures of my parents. My mother’s jewelry and my father’sÂ
pocket watch are the only things I kept of theirs.Â
I pack it all away and head down the back stairs.Â
I see Hampton standing in the kitchen,Â
looking out the window. Once he hears me, heÂ
turns and looks at me. Sadness is all I can see inÂ
his eyes. I look and see that he’s holding anÂ
envelope in his hands. My name is on the front,Â
printed in Kyle’s handwriting.Â
“I found it in his office. Please don’t leave?”Â
He asks.Â
“I don’t have a reason to be here. He left meÂ
and didn’t even have the decency to tell me.Â
Thank you for always treating me like I mattered.Â
I’m leaving my phone here, so there won’t be aÂ
way to contact me.” I take the key to the houseÂ
off my keychain and hand it to him. “GoodbyeÂ
Hampton.”Â
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I walk into the garage and get into my car. I bought this myself, and Kyle has no claim on it.Â
He wanted us to keep our money separate. He paid all the bills, so all the money I made workingÂ
was mine. I had saved a lot over the years so IÂ
would be ok for a while. I drive over to the hotelÂ
in town and get myself a room.Â
Once I get in there, I pull out my laptop andÂ
pull up my insurance policies from work. I paidÂ
for these and was able to name the beneficiariesÂ
for them. I had a policy on Kyle for a million.Â
dollars. It was always supposed to be the backupÂ
for what we had together. I had made sure thatÂ
there were no clauses in there that would keep itÂ
from paying out. So the fact that he killedÂ
himself won’t be an issue with this policy. I can’tÂ
say that to the others.Â
I know that if he went as far as forging myÂ
signature for a divorce he most definitelyÂ
changed all the beneficiaries on his lifeÂ
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insurance. I wouldn’t get anything from themÂ
and since I was no longer his wife, the house andÂ
all that was in his accounts would go to Heather.Â
Even though I know I’m on the policy, I bought it.Â
I think I need to seek legal advice. The onlyÂ
person I think I can trust with this is Mr. HendrixÂ
who was my parents‘ attorney. If anyone wouldÂ
be honest with me, it would be him. I can’t trustÂ
anyone who worked with Kyle at this point.Â
Looking round the room, I feel lost. I haveÂ
spent the last five years of my life trying to make.Â
Kyle happy. I did everything a good southernÂ
woman should. Or at least that’s what I wasÂ
taught. Kyle was very traditional in his beliefs,Â
and I loved Kyle. That meant that I would do justÂ
about anything to ensure his happiness. Had IÂ
been blind to the fact that all of this time was aÂ
lie? Did Kyle only marry me because I was theÂ
idiot who wouldn’t notice all that he had goingÂ
on?Â
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It hits me then that Hampton had given me aÂ
letter from Kyle. Maybe it could shed some lightÂ
on what was going on, or maybe it would only make things worse.Â