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He nods his head, and I swear he’s making mental notes.
“On a side note. I’d make sure that you make her comme at least once before you slide inside her
“Seriously?” he asks.
“Yes. You want to make sure she’s ready for you. You want to make sure she’s as turned on as you are. And then, you want to find out what position feels best for her. There are a myriad of positions that you can try. There’s a whole book about it. But just be adventurous, be open to trying new things, and most of all, communicate with each other. Seht should have told you if things weren’t going well last night. That’s on her.” I say
“I’m not blaming her. She’s as new to this as I am. We’re both finding our way
“Which brings me to my second point, is this what you want? You have so much going on in your life. Shane. This is only going to add to that.”
“No, I want this. This, Sebastiana, makes me feel… whole again. I don’t want to lose her. I don’t. I want to do what I can to make this right, to make it better for both of us.”
“Then, you take control. Stop giving Sebi the control,” I say.
“What do you mean?”
“Am I wrong that she’s been driving this from the beginning?” I ask, already knowing the
answer.
“No, you’re right.”
I nod. “Well, now it’s time for you to take control. I don’t mean forcing yourself on her. I mean just the opposite. You’re going to have to make my emotion–first sister slow down. You need to insist that you do things YOUR way, Shane. She may want more, she may say she’s ready. But you decide that. You decide if you feel ready to take things to the next level. You decide if you feel like you’ve learned how to strum her body like a fucking maestro playing his favorite instrument. You decide when you tease her to the edge of insanity and then you decide when you’re ready to make her come. That’s the control I’m talking about. If you do
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this right, if you take your time and truly learn how to make her body respond to you, then she no longer owns her orgasms, you do. And that’s what you want, Shane. You want all of her orgasms to belong to you. But you have to do the work on the front end. You have to learn what turns her on, what makes her come, how hard and how fast she likes to be touched or licked, or fucked. Once you know that, you take what you’ve earned. You take control of her orgasms.”
He stares at me and I can see the burning desire in his eyes.
“You understand?” I ask.
He nods. “This is what they teach at the Academy?”
“More or less. As Alphas, we always want control, right?”
“Right.”
“So, take control. Don’t let her have it. She isn’t going to like it but sometimes listening to her beg and plead for you to let her come feels just as powerful as making her come. And when she curls up next to you, her body limp and sated, you’ll feel like a fucking king.”
“Thanks, Christian. This has been really helpful. I feel better. I just hope… I hope she gives me another chance.”
“She will. If she talked to our mother, she got a dose of reality. It sounds like she needed it. Talk to her, if not tonight, then tomorrow.
