Chapter 187Â
ALEXANDERÂ
kept glancing at my watch, wondering what was taking her so long. Faye had said she’d be back an hour ago. I’d already called her twice, and each time she assured me she was close. Still, I couldn’t help checking the time again, tapping my fingers against my knee.Â
She’d left home early, saying she had an appointment. I hadn’t asked too many questions- partly because she went with Irene, and that made me feel it was safe. Faye had been restless lately, and though I didn’t always understand it, I knew she needed the space. She didn’t talk much anymore, and I didn’t know how to reach her without making her shut down further.Â
I rose from the chair and decided to check on my mother. She’d been resting in the guest room since she arrived earlier. I’d called her that morning, intending only to ask for her advice. I told her something was wrong with Faye-that she couldn’t feel her wolf anymore. I thought we’d discuss it over the phone, or I could go see her in person, but before I could even finish, she’d cut in sharply, saying, “I’m coming over.”Â
She hadn’t given me the chance to argue. She had always been like that-once she sensed something serious, she needed to see it for herself. She’d driven down immediately, arriving with a mix of calmness and silent worry-the kind of worry that made you feel both relieved and guilty at once.Â
When she arrived, I told her everything that happened in Silver Hollow-everything. How I died, how Faye brought me back. Her face had drained of color, her eyes darting to me like she was seeing a ghost. She’d sat in silence for almost an hour afterward, barely blinking. Then she’d said she needed to rest her head and quietly left the room.Â
I didn’t blame her. I still wasn’t sure how to process it myself.Â
Now, as I stepped into the living room to see if she was out, she wasn’t there. I looked around, expecting to find her on one of the sofas or near the window, but instead, I heard the door open behind me.Â
Faye walked in.Â
She looked different today-more active, her steps light. There was a faint trace of happiness in her eyes that I hadn’t seen in a while. I turned toward her, surprised.Â
“You’re back,” I said, trying not to sound like I’d been waiting too long.Â
She smiled, that rare, soft smile that made everything around her seem brighter. “Yes. Sorry IÂ
TOOK SO long.Â
“It’s fine.” I found myself smiling too. “You look… in a good mood. What’s the occasion?”Â
Her eyes glowed with pride. “I got a job.”Â
For a moment, I thought I’d misheard her. “A job?”Â
“Yes,” she said simply, her smile widening. “I told you I wanted something to do outside the pack house.”Â
I blinked, trying to recall when that conversation had happened. “You… did?”Â
“I did,” she said, crossing her arms slightly, but not out of defiance-more like she was reminding me gently. “Weeks ago. You agreed to it… said it was fine.”Â
Right. I had said something like that. Back when she’d mentioned wanting some kind of distraction. I hadn’t thought she’d actually go out and look for one, though.Â
I could have asked a hundred questions-where she got the job, who hired her, whether it was safe-but the truth was, seeing her this happy made all of that fade. I hadn’t seen her smile like this since… everything. Since Silver Hollow.Â
And if this was what made her feel better, I wasn’t going to ruin it.Â
“That’s great,” I said finally, forcing the tension in my chest to ease. “Really. Congratulations.”Â
She looked genuinely pleased. “Thank you.”Â
I wanted to ask what kind of job it was, but before I could, the thought of my mother upstairs pushed everything else aside. “There’s something I should tell you,” I said carefully.Â
Her expression changed almost immediately-suspicion flickering across her face. “What is it?”Â
“Helen is here,” I said slowly.Â
Her brows drew together. “Your mother?”Â
I nodded. “I called her earlier. I told her about what’s been happening. AboutÂ
yourÂ
wolf.”Â
Her reaction was instant. “You did what?”Â
I tried to stay calm. “Faye-”Â
“You told her?” she cut in, her tone sharp. “Without even asking me?”Â
I took a step closer, lowering my voice. “Listen, I only told her because we need help. YouÂ
haven’t been able to feel your wolf for days now. I thought-”Â
“You thought you should tell your mother,” she said flatly, shaking her head. “Do you have any idea how humiliating that is for me?”Â
“Humiliating?” I repeated.Â
“Yes,” she said bitterly. “What’s a werewolf without a wolf, Alexander? Do you think she won’t see me as broken now?”Â
“That’s not what this is about,” I said.Â
She turned away, her shoulders stiff. “You should have told me first.”Â
I exhaled slowly, trying to keep my voice steady. “I didn’t because I knew you’d say no. And we can’t keep pretending this isn’t serious. I know you, Faye. You’d rather suffer quietly than admit something’s wrong. But this… this is my mother. She’s not an outsider.”Â
She didn’t answer. She just stood there, her fingers fidgeting slightly, her expression tornÂ
between frustration and fear.Â
Before I could say more, the soft sound of footsteps came from the staircase.Â
We both turned.Â
My mother was coming down the stairs, her expression warm but touched with concern. “I thought I heard voices,” she said, smiling as her gaze fell on Faye. “I didn’t want to interrupt.”Â
Faye straightened instantly, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Helen,” she said politely. “It’s so good to see you.”Â
Helen’s eyes softened. “Oh, sweetheart.” She came closer, arms open. “It’s been too long.”Â
Before Faye could brace herself, my mother pulled her into a tight hug-tighter than usual. I saw Faye tense at first, then slowly relax into it.Â
Watching them, I felt a strange twist in my chest. My mother’s hug wasn’t just affection-it was layered with everything I’d told her earlier: the death, the revival, the loss of Faye’s wolf. She was holding Faye like she might break if she let go.Â
Faye’s eyes flicked toward me over my mother’s shoulder. She gave me a glare that said you told her everything, and I mouthed, sorry.Â
I knew she was embarrassed, but I also knew this was the only way. When she first met Faye, she was the one who sensed that Faye had two gifts inside her. She’d been right then, and I was hoping she’d be right again now.Â
She finally released Faye, her hands lingering on Faye’s shoulders as she studied her face.” You look tired,” she said softly. “But you’re strong. I can feel it.”Â
Faye smiled faintly. “I’m fine.”Â
Helen tilted her head. “Alexander told me what’s been happening. I hope you don’t mind me coming here. I just wanted to see for myself.”Â
“I don’t mind,” Faye lied smoothly, but I could tell she was forcing herself to stay composed.Â
Helen smiled again, brushing Faye’s hair back gently. “Good. Why don’t we sit for a bit? I’d like to talk to you.”Â
That was my cue. I knew my mother well enough to recognize the tone-this was her way of saying she needed to speak with Faye privately. And honestly, it was for the best.Â
“I’ll give you two some time,” I said quietly.Â
My mother looked up. “You don’t have to leave.”Â
“No, it’s fine,” I replied. “You’ll get more out of her if I’m not hovering around.”Â
That earned me a small, approving look from her.Â
I glanced once more at Faye, who was still avoiding my eyes. She looked beautiful, even now, even angry.Â
I cleared my throat, forcing the thought away. “I’ll be in my office,” I said finally.Â