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Chapter 188 

FAYE 

Helen had insisted we go into the bedroom for some privacy. Once we were seated, I shifted nervously in my seat as Helen’s gaze pinned me…intense. “Faye,” she said softly, “tell me exactly how you’ve been feeling. Every little thing.” 

I hesitated, unsure how to start. Words seemed inadequate, but I forced them out. “It’s… like something’s missing. I can’t feel… myself. My wolf… she’s gone. I try to reach her, but it’s like grasping at smoke. Everything feels hollow. I don’t know how best to explain it.” 

Helen’s eyes softened, but they were searching too, as if trying to see into the depths of me. I shifted again under her scrutiny, feeling awkward, exposed. But I knew she only wanted to help. Her hands moved lightly to my palms, reading them gently, and I found myself watching her face, trying to read her expressions for answers…but there was nothing to glean. 

Then she leaned closer, reaching slowly, her hand moving toward me. I flinched automatically. 

Helen noticed immediately and smiled warmly. “Sorry, dear. May I?” Her voice was gentle, soothing. 

I blinked, a little awkward, and nodded. “Yes.” 

” 

Her hand settled lightly on my belly for a moment. It sent a strange warmth through me, unlike anything I’d felt before. I blinked at her, confused, and she smiled again, radiant.” There’s… another life inside you,” she whispered, almost to herself, as if savoring the realization. 

I froze. Life… another life. My heartbeat hammered against my ribs, and for a moment, I couldn’t speak. “Wait… life?” I finally managed, my voice trembling. 

Helen’s eyes sparkled, filled with a joy so bold it almost overwhelmed me. “Yes, Faye. A child is growing inside you. You’re… pregnant.” 

Pregnant. The word hit me like a wave I hadn’t been prepared for. My mind scrambled, racing through a thousand possibilities at once. My lips parted in shock, and I could barely process the rush of emotions…fear, disbelief, awe, and, beneath it all, a strange, bubbling happiness. I swallowed hard, staring down at my own belly. 

“I… I’m… carrying a child?” I repeated, my voice barely audible, shaky. 

Helen’s smile widened, and her hands stayed on mine, grounding me. “Yes, a beautiful, strong 

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life. Oh, Faye… I’ve been hoping, sensing this day, and now it’s here. It’s a blessing. Truly.” Her eyes glimmered, almost sparkling, as if the air itself had changed with the revelation. “You’re a blessing. Faye.” 

I felt my throat tighten. Words failed me, so I simply nodded, overwhelmed. My thoughts were a storm. Joy? Yes. Panic? Definitely. Wonder? Absolutely. The enormity of what she’d said pressed down on me, and I wasn’t sure whether to laugh or cry-or both. 

“I… I didn’t… I mean…” My voice cracked, and I shook my head, unable to finish. 

Helen laughed softly, a sound full of warmth, and squeezed my hands gently. “Shh. Take your time. This is a lot, I know. But feel it, breathe it in. You are carrying life, Faye. You should let yourself feel that. Let it sink in.” 

I did. I tried to slow my breathing, to center myself. The possibility of it, the pure joy…it was all hitting me at once. My wolf…the thing I had been so fixated on losing…suddenly seemed almost trivial compared to the news. 

“Does… does this mean my wolf…?” I asked hesitantly, the question still crawling onto my lips. 

Helen’s expression softened even further, her eyes shining with understanding and a hint of mischief. “Your wolf isn’t gone, dear,” she said. “She’s resting, dormant for now. You’re with child, and that’s why you can’t feel her. She hasn’t left you; she’s waiting, patiently. She’s still there, Faye.” 

I exhaled, a shaky, relieved sound, feeling a tension I hadn’t realized I’d been holding finally release. My wolf… she wasn’t gone. My fear, my panic about losing her, melted slightly under Helen’s assurance, replaced by a new kind of awe. A life inside me, my wolf waiting patiently, and… somehow, it all felt connected, like pieces falling into place. 

Helen’s eyes softened again, her hand lingering lightly on my belly. “You’ll want to confirm it for yourself, of course,” she said, her tone gentle and teasing. “A test, just to make it real. But I can already feel it. We’ve been blessed, Faye.” 

I nodded, still staring down at her hand on my belly. The sensation was surreal, grounding, and it made my heart beat in time with something new and fragile inside me. I could feel a warmth, an unspoken bond forming in the most literal, tangible way… something I didn’t feel before. It was like she triggered something. 

I watched Helen glow like she was on top of the world. The way her eyes sparkled, the way her smile radiated warmth…it was clear how much this meant to her. She’d wanted Alexander to have an heir soon anyway, and now, here it was, tangible, undeniable. She probably wanted a grandchild, and I could feel her joy seep into the room like sunlight. 

But even as I absorbed her happiness, a nagging thought twisted in my chest. What would Alexander’s reaction be? I had no idea how he would take the news. I’d never pictured him as someone eager for a child, and a brief memory flashed in my mind…the way he had reacted weeks ago when his mother had mentioned producing an heir. He’d claimed he was upset only because Helen had dragged me into the conversation, that it wasn’t about wanting a child or not. But I couldn’t shake the feeling that maybe it had been more than that. 

Instinctively, I placed a hand on my belly, as if trying to anchor myself to this new reality, to feel it, to make it real. A life was growing inside me, and I wanted…needed…to connect with it, to understand what it meant. But there was still that flutter of uncertainty. 

Helen noticed my quietness and tilted her head. “What’s the matter, dear?” she asked softly. 

I smiled nervously, trying to hide the swirl of panic and anticipation coiling inside me. “It’s… just a lot to take in, I admitted. 

Helen’s eyes softened, and she reached for my hand, her grip reassuring. “I understand, Faye,” she said warmly. “It’s natural to feel this way. There’s a mixture of excitement, fear, and responsibility-it can be overwhelming.” 

Her words calmed me slightly, and I held her hand tighter, drawing strength from her calm presence. “Helen,” I said quietly, almost pleading, “I want to be the one to tell Alexander. After I do the test, I want to break the news to him myself. Please.” 

She studied me for a moment, her eyes searching mine, and then her smile returned. “Of course, dear. I understand completely. This is your moment to share, your choice. I’ll respect that.”