Chapter 21
Lilly
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You know that saying ‘Life is a bitch then you die‘ well, those words couldn’t be any more true than at this very moment. My whole life has been my very own version of hell and after my father moved my Mom and me to a new pack and away from our family, things only got worse. You see before we moved we were surrounded by family daily so my dad’s abuse was just verbal, but once he moved us to our new pack, we were away from everyone we knew and loved, and that was when the abuse turned violent.
My dad always says that he moved us here because my mother wanted a fresh start but I don’t believe that for a second. If I had to guess, I would say that he moved us here to allow his abuse to escalate without family members being able to get involved. He’s a nasty bully and I’m almost certain that he was the reason for my mom’s death.
Meeting Bonnie was a lifeline but to find out that she was also abused at home was heartbreaking. She is such an and I was blessed the moment she accepted me as her friend, but to find out that not only her father but her siblings
broke my heart.
person
her
She doesn’t deserve any of it and she certainly doesn’t deserve to be blamed for her mother’s death. We have been by each other’s side from that very first day of pre–school, and have had our escape planned out since we were 9. Everything was planned out to the smallest of details and yet, it’s all gone so wrong.
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Of course, we couldn’t factor in the fact that Bonnie would receive several beatings and days of starvation from those bastards in the days leading up to the escape resulting in her being in insane pain and getting weaker by the minute, nor did we ever factor in the fact that we could get separated. That thought never entered our minds and yet, here I am hauled over some asshole Warrior’s shoulder relentlessly pounding on his back while he drags me back to the place we just run from while Bonnie is more than likely already back there, and Goddess only knows what’s happening to her.
We need to find a way out of this mess but I just don’t know how we’re gonna do it. For Bonnie going back to that pack means her dad finding out that she tried running which could ultimately lead to her death and on top of that she has to face the Alpha of the pack who is also her mate but doesn’t want her. I swear I don’t know what the Moon Goddess is playing at by constantly hurting my best friend, but the day I meet my maker she and I are going to be having words.
As for me going back to that pack… Well, it will mean my father also finding out about us trying to escape our lives and will no doubt get me a beating. But that’s not what bothers me about going back there no, what bothers me about going back there is him. He is going to be there and he’ll want to punish me for trying to get away and I just know that his form of punishment will be worse than any beating could be because his revenge stems from a secret that we have been keeping for the last 5 months. A secret that has had a crippling hold on my life since that day. A secret that will destroy Bonnie’s world and break both of our hearts.
Bonnie is my best friend… My only true friend and she’s also the only person outside of my house that knows about my life. She knows all of my hopes and dreams for the future. All of my trauma from the past. The pain that I carry with me every day from losing my mom and all of the abuse that I have received at the hands of my father. She has always been there for me, she’s been my shoulder to cry on more than once and until 5 months ago I would have said that there were no secrets between us but now…
Well, now I can’t say that because I’m hiding the biggest secret from her and it kills me every day. I’ve had to keep it secret, had no choice but I had always planned on telling her one day, and by the looks of it, that secret is going to come out sooner rather than later
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Alpha Nicholas’s Little Mate
