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The only time I’ve heard of a wolf reacting like this is if they have suffered a recent loss of the loss of a mate, but you hayers suffered any talenÂ
recently, and I’m guessing you didn’t meet your mate at the ball or we would know so it can’t be that he’s missing his mats eitherÂ
“No, I didn’t meet my mate. You know I wild tell you guys, even if it had ended badly somehow, I would still tell you. Fuck, I don’t know whare goingÂ
on but I hope it’s sorted soon because right now I can feel how miserable Theo is and I hate it.”Â
I know there’s not much we can do until you figure out what’s going on with Theo, but if you need anything you know where we are. He gives me small smile and nod before Shane being Shane decides to start spilling out his newest jokes and despite both Wills and my situation, he has us laughing in seconds. I may have my hands full right now but I’ll always have time for my brothers and I just hope that we can figure out what’s up with his well soonÂ
because I hate seeing him struggle so much.Â
By the time we get back to the edge of the forest, We have spent way longer in the woods than I had originally planned but I must admit that I feel in much better and so does Storm. As we arrive back at the hospital I feel lighter than I have in days which is perfect considering the conversation I’m about to have with my mate. I already know that I’m going to need another run once I’ve told her but it doesn’t matter because she deserves the truth and as painfulÂ
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telling her will be, I want her to know, I need her to know.Â
The moment I step inside her room my heart skips a beat when I see both of my girls smiling while chatting, they both look so relaxed that it’s as if they have known each other for a long time. I push down the negative thoughts about them being a similar age and how my mate probably has more in common with my daughter than me and just take in the sight in front of me. Fuck, seeing them like this just melts me. Alpha or not I feel like a goddam puppy right now.Â
We all chat for a few seconds before Lottie makes her excuses and leaves us alone and instantly I feel nervous as I head over to the chair that’s next to her bed. “How are you feeling, darling?” She gives me her gentle smile and I must say she is looking a little better than she did earlier. “Pretty good all things considered. Are you ok? I could sense something was up earlier but I didn’t want to prey, although I guess that’s what I’m kinda doing now.” She lets out a little laugh and I swear it’s the sweetest noise in the whole goddam world.Â
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“You’re fine. I’m ok, sweetheart but you are right, I wasn’t myself earlier. I’m so grateful that you told me everything. Both my wolf and I needed to hear Your family. I wasn’t sure how much longer I could hold in my anger it, but it was hard to take in, and honestly, it just made me so angry, not at you but atÂ
in Lottie sit with you and the guards outside your door. Thinking about and I wasn’t willing to let it out in front of you. I hope you don’t mind that I sentÂ
it now, I should probably have sent someone else in with you. Waking up to my daughter st have been a shock.” I’m such an idiot sometimes.Â
She gives me a gentle smile as she adjusts herself on the bed. “No, really it’s ok. At first, I was a little surprised but she is an incredible girl, and I’m glad that I got to meet her in person and talk to her for a little while. But can I… can I… Can I ask why you had guards outside of the door?” If this was any other situation I would find her stuttering cute as hell but knowing that it’s more than likely coming from fear of speaking freely I just feel angry.Â
“While I trust my pack and have no doubt that you both are safe with them, I don’t trust your father or sister and I don’t want either of them in here when I’m not. I’m sorry if that offends you but that’s just how I feel.”Â
“I understand and I appreciate it.” She doesn’t seem phased by my words, if anything she seems relieved which tells me just how scared of her family she really is. “I’m sorry that you felt like that earlier but I’m glad that you feel better now.” This girl’s heart is way too big and there’s no way that I deserve it but one way or another I’m going to have it and I’m going to spend every day cherishing it.Â
I’m not saying it’s going to be easy, I’m still struggling with my past and our age gap but whereas before my determination was to stay away from my mate, now it’s to keep her and never let her go. It’s not easy to switch my mindset so quickly but I know that it will be worth every single second. Only this girl could get me twisted up so quickly,and yet, I don’t even care, not one single bit.Â
‘Ok, darling. You were open with me earlier, more open than I could have ever wished for, and it’s time for me to return that to you. It’s time you were given the chance to understand the way I am and why I acted like I did. You shared your pains with me and I’m going to do the same with you. It may takeÂ
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