Wind Carved Names Into Silence by Zex Hollow 60

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Chapter 60

Alpha Nicholas

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After a quick link to Shane letting him know I’m going for a run I take off for the forest without a backward glance. He tries to insist

on coming but I quickly dismiss it. I only linked him as he is my Beta and is in charge when I’m not around. I appreciate his offer but I

need some time alone.

I let Storm lose and he runs with all he has. I can feel the anger rolling off him as he storms through the forest and as I feel the wind whip past us as he runs through the trees and the ground crunch beneath his paws I feel him slowly start to calm down and so do I. Reliving everything to Bonnie was so fucking hard. Yes, I’ve spoken about it over the years, more so the first few years after it happened but even then I’ve never given as much detail as I did to Bonnie. Still, she deserved to know as much as possible.

She was so incredible the whole time but I could sense her pulling away towards the end and I know why. She thinks that I’m still holding back something. She thinks there’s more to the story, more to my reasons behind not wanting a mate, and she is right, there is something else that I’m hiding from her, something I’ve hidden from everyone. Well, everyone except for Tony, he knows about it because it affects him too but we swore to never tell anyone else. Of course… she also knows but she’s not here and she doesn’t matter.

What happened… when we first found out about it none of us believed it so we decided to keep it a secret because it was complete nonsense and just seemed so impossible, but then it became a reality and blew both of our worlds apart. Tony suffered more than me but to think that my time could come scares the fuck out of me. Alpha or not, I’m still a wolf, and while most things don’t scare me, this does

in fact, it fucking terrifies me.

It’s also the main reason for keeping away from Bonnie. When I first met her I felt like a sitting duck just waiting for the worst to happen and then when we found her in the words… Well, I thought my worst nightmare had come true but she’s still here, still fighting strong but I’m still terrified. Yes, I want to keep her and I will but I need to figure out some things first, and more than anything I need to tell her. I don’t want to build a relationship based on lies but I don’t want to scare her either or worse have her leave me. Fuck, this is

so hard!

The more I thought about it the angrier I would become so after my pity party for one I sat back, switched off my brain and just let Storm have control. I will figure things out but for now, I just need a moment, a moment to picture my mate’s beautiful smile and face, let it all sock into my brain because soon all I could have of her beautiful face and smile is just memories and that thoughts make my

heart crack in two…

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“So still none the wiser as to why Theo is acting up then?” While I was enjoying my second run of the day I came across Will sitting out by the lake, the same lake that we had been to earlier today, only this time he was alone. After a quick chat, he decided to join me and we ran for what felt like hours but really wasn’t. I want to calm myself down but I also don’t want to leave my mate alone for too

long.

He lets out a loud sigh as he runs his hand through his hair “Nope! But it’s driving me fucking crazy. Why won’t he tell me what’s going on? I usually can’t shut the twat up, he’s forever spilling endless crap that I don’t need to hear but the one time I need him to talk to me his lips are more sealed than a nuns…” I stop his rambling because quite frankly I don’t need to hear the next word out of his