Chapter 90Â
I did i think abone that being an option, Alpha. So many times I stood outle the door to your office willing myself to knock on the door, Letting myself that everything would be ok but I just couldn’t do it. I’m sorry.”Â
You have nothing to be sorry for, nothing ok, sweet girl. I just feel increditÂ
protective of you and I’m sad that I didn’t get to stop this sooner. i fretÂ
her body start to tremble and I know she’s fighting back more tears at the kindness she is being shown but his words make me angry.Â
He is clearly somewhat protective of my mate which is good to hear but why he hell didn’t he protect her? How couldn’t he see what was going on? 1 want to ask him but Storm stops me. He’s choosing now to be rational and it’s pissing me off but despite his words I still find myself spilling out the words before I can even stop myself. “How couldn’t you see what was going on? Why didn’t you protect her!Â
“Nicky, don’t do that, please. It wasn’t his fault. I’ve always been good at hiding it. It’s no one’s fault but my dad’s. Alpha Harold has always been good to me, please don’t take it out on him. My mate’s pleas are heartfelt, and it’s easy to see that she means every word but it’s still hard for me not to blameÂ
him.Â
‘She’s right, Nick. You know she is.” Tony adds, I sigh as I try to let some of the anger go but it isn’t easy. “I know you’re right, I know you’re both right but I’m just so angry that it’s hard… I just…”Â
*You just need someone to blame. Alpha Harold says and I quickly realize that he’s right. I rake my free hand through my hair in frustration “Shit, yeah your right. I’m sorry, Alpha Harold and I hope you can forgive me. I know it’s not your fault.”Â
“There’s nothing to forgive, Alpha Nicholas. I can’t say that I wouldn’t react the same way if I was in your place. I will do whatever is needed to make sure that those who hurt Bonnie are dealt with. Whatever you need from me or my pack consider it yours.” He’s a good guy and I’m a dick for taking it outÂ
on him.Â
“They have your father and sister in the cells, Bonnie. We need to get back down there but you don’t have to come if you do not want to I’m sure Nick will have Lottie come and sit with you.” Tony’s words have me eager to get back down the cells so that I can start ripping people apart and as much as I know Bonnie deserves to be there, there is also a part of me that doesn’t want her to come down because I don’t want her to see who I am going to become.Â
I’m coming down. I want to face all of thees. I want to see them pay for what they have done! For the first time since we stepped into my office my mate sounds determined and dare I say it scary and it makes me happy as a pig shit. I love seeing this side of her and as much as I don’t want her to see my bad side I think her going down there and standing up to them will help her. Hopefully seeing how strong she is will be just what she needs to help her move forward with her life. Her life at my side and as a Luna.Â