Chapter 142Â
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As much as I wanted to head straight to my mate, I needed to shower more. There was blood splatter on me from that pathetic assÂ
Rowan and I knew that their scents would be on me too and I didn’t want Bonnie to pick up on that. I don’t want any part of them nearÂ
her again.Â
It’s the first shower that I have taken on my own since the day that Bonnie and I first mated and I can honestly say that I don’t like it. Showering without her fine ass is just boring and something that I plan on doing as little as possible. Thankfully it doesn’t take me long to get myself clean and out of there and the moment I do I pick up on my mate’s scent. She’s outside the door and if im reading her emotions right, she’s nervous. She doesn’t know whether to come in here or not and while I can’t help but find it cute as fuck, I decidedÂ
to help her.Â
“Get your pretty little ass in here, mate.” The door slowly opens and as always the sight of her takes my breath away. “How did you know that I was there?” I smirk as I hold out my hand to her. “You’re my mate and I’m an Alpha so my senses are more heightened than other wolves. I could smell your scent and feel your emotions. Storm could smell Lexi too and made sure that I knew about it.”Â
Before she can say anything I pull her over to me and lift her sitting her on the sink unit. “They are gone, darling. They can’t hurt anyone ever again. You are safe from them and Lottie is safe from Lola.” I watch as her mind runs wild and almost laugh as she thanks me for what I’ve done. “You never need to thank me that for. I will always do everything that I can to keep you safe and protected.” I mean every word I say and want to howl with happiness when she lifts her chin and kisses me.Â
“Now, I have a question for you.” I didn’t plan on having this conversation yet but for some reason, it feels like the right time to approach the subject so im just going to go with it. “I know we spoke about giving things a chance between us but I also know that you have still had doubts since that chat and have still been considering leaving.”Â
Her gasp is cute. She had no idea that I knew what she was thinking but that’s ok, soon enough she will realize just how much attention I pay to those I care about, those that I love… part of me wonders if I love her yet but the truth is aside from my family, I’ve never loved a woman before. Will I automatically love her once I’ve marked her or will it come with time? Hell, I don’t have a clue.Â
“How did you…”Â
‘As I said earlier you are my mate and I can feel your emotions, and while I can’t know everything you’re thinking from just feeling your emotions, this I somehow knew and the fact that you haven’t denied it tells me that I’m right.”Â
“Yes, you are right. I have thought that way.” While I wanted to be wrong, im glad that she’s being honest with me, even if it does hurt a little. “And what about now? What do you think about it now? Is there any part of you that still wants to go? Please, Bonnie, tell me the truth.” Even if she does still want to go it won’t matter because I will find a way to make her stay, I have to.Â
“No. No, I don’t want to leave anymore. I want to stay here with you and be your mate. I’m not saying that it will be easy, I still have a lot to work through and I’m scared but I want to stay here. If you’ll still have me that is.” Thank fuck for that. I’m not sure what I would have said if she still wanted to go but scared…scared I can work with.Â
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“You are my mate, Bonnie and I want you here with me always. Yes, there will be hard times but I will be by your side through them all. Since the first time that we mated all I can think about is marking you and making you mine permanently. It’s the truth. A truth that it took me longer than I should have to realize.Â
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