Alpha Nicholas’s Little MateÂ
Chapter 151Â
BonnieÂ
One month laterÂ
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“How are you doing, sweetie?” I take a seat on the grey suede window seat next to Rosie as she stares out of the window that looks over the South side of our packlands and forest. Over the past month, we have become incredibly close and in that time she has told me a lot about her life and the life of her little boys and my heart breaks for all that she has been through, for all that she is still going through.Â
I always thought that my life was unfair, that I had been cursed in some way but when I think of the things that Rosie has been through hell, my life has been a breeze in comparison. How can one girl suffer so much? I love the moon goddess, I do. She’s the mother of our creation but sometimes… sometimes I wonder how she can let such cruel things happen to wolves as sweet as Rosie. She would give anyone her last cent. Would bend over backwards to help any soul on this earth and yet all she’s been handed is pain after pain.Â
“It’s been one month today, one month today since we started the search for my boys and there has been nothing. No sighting, no trace, not a single bit of hope.” The raw pain in her voice guts me. Finally, she turns to face me and part of me wishes that she hadn’t because the pain in her eyes is even worse to witness. “Where are they, Bonnie? Where are my babies?” Fuck, I wish I knew. I would go to the ends of the earth to get them if I thought that they were there. I would do anything to find those little boys for her.Â
this week or thisÂ
“I dont know, Rosie but what I do know is that we will find them. It ma month but we will never give up on looking for them. EVER!” My words are firm and they are the truth. No one in this pack is going to give up on finding them, no matter how long it takes. “But… but what if we never find them?” And there it is her biggest fear.Â
Tony linked me twenty minutes ago to ask me if I could talk to her. He said that she had been sitting on this seat for over two hours but hadn’t said a word and he was hoping that she would talk to me. Don’t get me wrong, she has a lot of moments like this understandably but he had a feeling that this time was different and he was right.Â
“We can’t think like that, sweetie. We just can’t. I don’t doubt that everyone in this pack hasÂ
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had this thought already. I know that both Nick and have spoken about it but I mean what I say, weÂ
can’t think like that. Those boys are out there somewhere and we will find theÂ
who I am?Â
“But they are only babies, Bonnie. What if they are gone so long that th What if they have already forgotten about me?” Tears stream down her face as she bends over leaning on her legs and crumbles. “I can’t live without them, Bonnie. I can’t!” She’s starting to panic and her breathing is so erratic that im worried that she’s about to pass out. “I need Tony!” She criesÂ
as I fold my arms around her and try to offer her comfort, even if it’s only a small amount.Â
“Tony, where are you?”Â
“I’m in Nicks office. What’s happened?” He knows im with Rosie and his voice is instantly full ofÂ
worry.Â
“She wants you. She’s breaking down.”Â
“Im on my way!” His voice booms in my head before he cuts the link and I know that he’sÂ
already heading here as fast as he can.Â
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