Chapter 231Â
“Well, there are a few sides to this situation that will more than likely affect you both. For a start, there’s the side to this where neither of you ha gotten to experience the pregnancy and everything that comes along with it, and while this will affect you, it will be different for your mateÂ
Yes, she has experienced sickness, but because of the unknown, it has caused unnecessary worry when she should have already known that it was just morning sickness and nothing to worry about. Extra stress when pregnant is not ideal. And the worry to you wouldn’t have gone unnoticed. You both should have been experiencing the ups and downs of early pregnancy, but instead, it’s been a stressful ordeal.Â
“That is true. It has been a worry.”Â
“Putting the sickness aside. The baby is also lying on her back, so she hasn’t experienced the joy of growing a bump and everything that comes along with it. Of course, this is out of her control, but it’s still something that will be on her mind.”Â
“I can understand that.”Â
“And it may not have hit you yet, but you too will soon realize thatÂ
you have also missed out due to Luna Bonnie having no bump.”Â
Fuck, the more she talks the more her words hit me like a ton of bricks. Everything she has said is right, it makes sense, and it’s nothing that I have even thought of yet.Â
“Throughout pregnancy, a mother bonds with her baby through her bump. Feeling the baby flutter and kick along with admiring her belly and talking to the baby through her bump, the same way that you would also talk to the baby through the bump and also feel the bump.”Â
“You too have missed out on a lot and although you will still get to experience those things, the fact of the matter is that you won’t get the time to enjoy those moments like you should as you have only a few weeks until the birth and have a world of stuff that needs doing before he is here.”Â
my chest. An ache from what we have missed out on. “I don’t want to add any I run my hand through my hair as I take in her words and feel an ache in more to your already packed mind, Alpha, but I also don’t want you to not think about what you have missed or not allow yourself the time to process it and grieve what should have been. You and Luna both need to take the time to allow that process before getting ready for the next step. I may not be a psychotherapist, but I want you to know that you can come to me any time to talk, and I’ll be more than happy to listen. Completely confidential, of course.”Â
I nod and thank her, but stop her right before she walks out of my office. “Oh, and Harriot. You are not in any trouble for going into the doc’s office and looking for my Luna’s files. If anything, I appreciate the effort and risk that you took. We may never have known about this if it wasn’t for you.” Her face shows instant relief, and she holds on to the door.Â
“Thank you, Alpha. She gives me a small smile as she walks out of my office leaving me with a fuck lot of thoughts running through my head, and while I know she is right about processing everything with the baby and while I will take her advice on board and talk to Bonnie about it there is one thing that’s on my to–do list first and that’s to end the mother fucking doc of this pack.Â
He’s dead, it’s as simple as that because no matter what his excuses are going to be, they won’t make up for any of what he has done. I don’t care what his reason will be. If he were in any kind of trouble, he would have known that he could have come to me, and I would have helped him, but instead, he chose to do this. He chose to mess with my mate and pup, and there’s no forgiving that. Not now. Not ever!.Â
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