Chapter 251Â
Alpha NicholasÂ
Three weeks laterÂ
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I close the main door to our floor and instantly I’m met with silence, its a sound im not used to anymore and one that i thought i would enjoy tonight but i was wrong, so wrong. since the day Wade was born this place has been constantly filled with noise between everyone visiting to meet Wade and then coming back to offer their help or bringing us prepreared meals and my family constantly being here, it feels like the only time we have any peace is at night once we finaly get to bed and even that doesnt last long, but still, it being this quiet seems wrong. I can’t win with myself, I really can’t.Â
I love my boy more than he’ll ever know but that boy does not sleep and while I wouldnt change any moment of his life for anything, I can’t deny that im fucking exhusted. Nonetheless, tonight is the first night that Bonnie and I have allowed anyone to mind our son overnight, and as hard as it is to let him go and be without him for so long, underneath, I know that it’s needed. He needs to bond with family, and Bonnie and I need time together as a married couple.Â
I love us being mom and dad, but as my parents reminded us both this morning when we still refused to let him stay anywhere, weÂ
aren’t just parents we are also a couple, man and wife and between running a pack and being parents we can’t forget to take some aloneÂ
time for ourselves. We both quickly agreed that they were right; hence, Wade is now being looked after by Rosie and Tony while LottieÂ
spends the night with Robbie. I know that both of my children are being looked after, so it’s time to relax and give my wife the attentionÂ
that she so rightly needs and deserves.Â
When I don’t find her in the lounge or kitchen, I head for the bedroom and smile when I find her curled up on our bed, snoring herÂ
heart out. I’m not the only one who’s exhausted, she is to, not that she ever complains about it. She’s loving being a mom and she’s anÂ
incredible one at that but now that Wade is being taken care of else were it appears that she’s finally let herself crash and hard, so hardÂ
that even after several attempts at calling her name she still doesn’t even so much as move a muscle.Â
As much as i want to wake her up right now I can’t, I won’t because all of my reasons for wanting to wake her are selfish with the biggestst reasn being that I want to worship her body and be inside of her all night and while I still plan on that happpening leaving her be right now so that she can sleep for a few hours seems like the right way to do things even if she does pick this moment to throw her leg over the blanket and show me that she’s completetly naked. Fuck! I groan as I turn and walk out of the bedroom before I change myÂ
mind and wake her up.Â
‘Nick, she’s naked! Why are you leaving her all alone?” Storm whines in my head, sounding like a puppy.Â
‘Don’t start, twat bag!”Â
“We are child–free for the first time since Wade was born, and our mate is currently naked, and yet you’re walking away from her instead of towards her!” His whine has turned to a growl, but his words make me smile. That wolf always refers to my kids as his own, and while it may seem weird to some wolves, it doesn’t to me. He loves my kids more than anything, and if I were unable to protect them, heÂ
would, with his life, and I couldn’t ask for more.Â
“We will be child–free till tomorrow morning. Hell, knowing Rosie, we won’t get him back till she’s forced to give him up, so we have plenty of time, and we will make it all count, but for now, we are going to let our mate sleep for a while. She’s exhausted and a sleep willÂ
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do her good. I don’t add that sleep will also give her more energy, and she’s going to need it for what I have planned for her tonight.Â
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