Chapter 51
Chapter 51
Payton
KAYLA OPTED OUT of dinner, seemingly relieved she had a night to herself. “I’m going to soak in a hot tub, drink a beer. and watch a movie my brother can’t interrupt with some bullshit comment.”
1 giggled. “You go girl.”
She hugged me and grinned. “Thanks for the invite, though.”
“It’s an open one, Kayla. Seriously. Anytime.”
“Will there be ice cweam?” Lily asked.
“I bet if there isn’t any at the hospital, we can find ice cream somewhere else later,” I said.
She let out a squeak and jumped up and down. “Wet’s go!”
I giggled. “How about you go potty first?”
Lily frowned but did as she was told. I helped her wash her hands and then we met Alex at the front door. He had our coats and helped us into them before heading out to the truck.
Alex and Kayla lived in Beaverton in a surprisingly suburban ranch on a quiet street. The house was small, just three bedrooms and one bathroom, but well kept, and although it was masculine inside, it didn’t scream “biker” when you walked in. Alex bought it three years ago and mostly chose it for its proximity to decent schools for Lily’s sake.
The bummer of it was, it was super far from me, so we were going to have to have a serious conversation about living arrangements for the future.
I smiled.
We had a future.
“What’s got you grinnin‘, baby?” Alex asked, and linked his fingers with mine.
I turned my head still leaning against the headrest, and smiled again. “I’m just happy.”
“Fuck,” he whispered.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothin‘, just gotta figure out how to make you smile like that forever.”
“Alex,” I said on a sigh. “Love you.”
He lifted my hand to his lips.
“Daddy?” Lily said.
“Yeah, baby girl.”
“Can we wisten to Fwozen song? Pweeese.”
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“Ohmigod, you don’t have the CD do you?” I whispered.
He grinned. “I don’t have the song, baby girl. How about Guns ‘n Roses?”
I looked back at her. She wrinkled her nose, but then just as quickly, smiled. “Nobemba Wain.”
Alex chuckled. “Okay, baby girl.”
He released my hand and chose November Rain from the Use Your Illusion CD and I giggled. “Well played, honey… well played.”
The song lasted until we crossed into Vancouver. Alex turned the stereo off and we arrived at the hospital just before six “Record time, honey,” I said.
He grinned. “And you were worried.”
“You were just lucky we didn’t hit much rush hour.”
Alex chuckled and we unloaded Lily from the car and headed up to Kristen’s room. I peeked into the room to make sure she still felt up to visitors, and found my entire family, plus Macey inside. “Alex and Lily are here,” I said.
“The more the merrier,” Kristen said brightly.
We joined the group and Lily rushed to Elizabeth and the other kids in the corner where someone had set a couple of pizzas. With her occupied, Alex and I hugged Kristen and then grabbed pizza and fell into comfortable conversation with the family as we ate.
This was our perfectly adequate little world for the next three weeks. And when I say perfectly adequate, I mean that we were in sync, we were in love, we were building a bond that no one could break… but it was also wrought with the stark reality that we led very different lives, and when it took an hour to get to one another’s homes, we had very limited time together most days. Add in the fact that there was a little girl in the picture; sex was often a stolen few minutes whenever we could find it, and was usually over far too quickly.
The bottom line… I needed to get my own place.
The Friday before winter break, we had a rare night to spend together because Kayla offered to watch Lily for us. I was sprawled over a deliciously naked Alex in the middle of the stateroom bed on the boat, having just come four times, and I was trying to figure out a way to bring up the subject of the future without saying, ‘hey, let’s talk about our future!
“Babe, spit it out,” he said, and chuckled.
“Spit what out?”
He gave my bottom a gentle smack. “I can hear you thinking.”
I sighed and settled my chin on top of my hands on his chest. “I need to find a house.”
“Yeah.”
I shrugged with a smile. “That’s it.”
Alex laughed. “Baby, you’re fuckin‘ adorable when you’re lyin.”
I groaned and rolled onto my back.
He leaned over me and slid his hand to my neck. “Tell me.”
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“Okay, but stay with me here, because I’m going to verbally process for a bit.”
“Break it down for me, Payton.”
“You live in Oregon and I live in Washington.”
“Good start, baby.”
“Bite me,” I retorted, and grinned when he nipped my neck. “Mmm, more of that later.”
He sat up and chuckled. “Promise.”
“So, I have a dilemma because I don’t want to live in Oregon. Partly because their schools kind of suck… sorry, but they do….. and I don’t want to take a ten percent hit to my paycheck with taxes. Plus, I know this might be weird, but we all live close to each other and I don’t know if I could live all the way in Beaverton… not that I’m saying I’m asking to move in with-
“Baby, take a breath.”
I wrinkled my nose, but did what he suggested.
“I’m not married to Beaverton, Payton,” he said. “I bought that house because at the time it was close to the club and work, and I needed a tax write off.”
My heart raced. “Oh.”
“So, I agree, you need to find a place, but you want to stay in Washington, I can move to Washington.”
“Seriously?” I asked. “You’d move for me?”
He frowned. “I’m thinkin‘ I’m fuckin‘ everything up now.”
“What? Why?”
“‘Cause you haven’t figured out I’d do anything for you.”
I pushed him onto his back and straddled his hips. “You, Alex James, are about the most perfect man alive.”
He grinned as he ran his hands up my thighs. “So when I ask you to marry me, you’ll say yes?”
“I guess you’ll have to ask me and find out,” I retorted. “But I’m not into the whole living together before marriage thing, so our immediate issue is still the same.”
“What’s your problem with living together?”
“Outside of the fact that my parents would have a coronary, there’s evidence that couples who live together before marriage divorce more than couples who don’t. I learned it in one of my psych classes years ago.” I leaned down and kissed his stomach, his muscles constricting at my touch. “And I plan to only marry once.” I kissed him just above his lily tattoo. “Divorce isn’t an option… but, hear me on this, honey… murder is.”
He laughed and I grinned down at him. “So you’ll go to jail for murder, but you won’t divorce. Got it,” he said.
“You’re a smart cookie, honey.” I shifted so I was between his knees. I kissed my way up and down the length of his hardening cock, sliding the tip into my mouth with a gentle suck.
“So the conversation’s over?” he rasped.
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“For now.” I said, and took his length deeper into my mouth.
“Fuck,” he whispered, and gripped my hair.
I wrapped my hand around him and moved up and down in syne with my mouth. Without warning, at pinchase on his cock and found myself dragged under him. “Hey! I wasn’t done”
He slid into me, covering my mouth with his as he reached between us and fingered my clit
“Ohmigod,” I breathed.
“So fuckin‘ wet,” he whispered against my neck.
“Sucking you off tends to do that to me.”
He buried himself deeper. “Someone’s in a sassy mood.”
I arched against him. “When I’m interrupted while sucking you off, it tends to put me in a sassy mood, handsome so how about you take care of me so I can get back to what I was doing.”
His eyes met mine. “Do you want to play, Payton?”
“That depends,” I said.
“On?”
“On whether or not I get to finish.”
He smiled. “I’ll let you finish. But how far do you want me to go?”
“I don’t know, Alex, I’ve never done anything like this before. Should we have like a safe word or something
“Stop works.”
“Sounds a little boring,” I grumbled.
Alex’s smile deepened. “You pick.”
I licked my lips, my body primed, and the fact that he was still buried inside of me didn’t help me focus. “Porthole.”
He dropped his head and his body shook as his laughing grew louder.
“I didn’t know I was supposed to get creative,” I cried. “It’s the first thing I could think of.”
“What’s your least favorite color?” he asked, and raised his head.
“Um, I don’t know… chartreuse?”
“Give me something shorter.”
“Green.”
“Okay.” He slid out of me and off the bed. “Green’s our safe word. If you use it, I’ll stop. I’ll also stop if you ask me to stop. But I’ll still ask you before I do anything and if you don’t want to do it, we won’t do it.”
“I trust you.”
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He smiled again. “I don’t have much to play with belly, her we’ll wopromise!
He left the room and I took a minute to pee
When he returned, he had a belt and a tenged rope. “Chve the grow head he venues.
1 held them in front of me and he tied them together, kisting art galimas be food for vige “to sve
1 shook my head.
“Stand here” He positioned me where he wanted me, facing, away from the bed “pread your legs and rave your
I did as he said and he threw the length of rope he’d left hanging between my fed arms over one of the wds on the calling Alex explained they’d been put there as part of the previous owner’s design and dithony Plex tabellion the bong cures décor, he left the rods. Now I was thinking his decision was brillian
“Spread more, baby”
I did, which lowered me closer to the floor
“Okay?”
I smiled and nodded. This was so freakin‘ hot.
“Tug on your hands,” he said.
I did. They didn’t budge.
Alex ran his hands down my extended arms. “You still okay?”
I smiled. “So far.”
He cupped my breasts, kissing each of them. “Beautiful, baby,”
Sliding his hands down my sides, he knelt before me, kissing me intimately before sucking on my clit. I whimpered as he blew gently over the area he’d just licked and on autopilot reached for him, but my arms wouldn’t budge. I felt the tingle between my legs and then he sucked again and I knew I was wet.
“Slide your legs over my shoulders,” he instructed, and I did, which meant his face was right where he wanted it to be “Perfect.”
He gripped my bottom as I was suspended from the ceiling, and forced to use my legs to hold onto him, but it was when he covered my core with his mouth that I realized I was probably going to come far too quickly for my liking.
With his mouth he drove me into a frenzy, and when he slipped his finger inside of me, I cried out, but it was when his palm connected with my ass that I exploded around him.
I didn’t have time to enjoy my post coital–type high, as he lowered my legs to the ground before picking me up again and driving into me from a standing position. He guided my legs around his hips and held my bottom to him as he thrust in. I yanked on my arms frustrated with the fact that I couldn’t touch him, but God, it was hot. He drew a nipple into his mouth and slapped me again, which caused my pussy to contract which in turn threw me into another orgasm.
I dropped my head back and screamed. Alex’s hands slid up my back, one holding me tight, the other releasing my hands. I wrapped them around his neck and he carried me to the bed, lowering me to the mattress and pulling my bottom to the edge. Still inside of me, he pushed my knees back and thrust into me. I took some of my power back and raised my legs. settling them against his chest. He grasped my thighs and continued to bury himself in me until he grunted and released my legs, falling on top of me and rolling me to face him.
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“Holy fuck,” he rasped.
I ran my hand over his jaw. “Um, yeah. That’s a good description”
Alex ran his hands over my arms. “You feel okay?”
I laughed. “That was the hottest, most amazing thing on the planet honey. I came like a million times before you untied me I kissed him quickly. “For the record, I apparently like to be spanked,”
He grinned. “Yeah, I got that.”
I sighed. “Does this make me warped?”
“Baby, we’re both consenting adults in a committed relationship. No it doesn’t make you warped. It makes you more than I could have ever hoped for.”
“Same, honey. I don’t think I could love you more if I tried.”
“You got the next two weeks off, right?”
“I do.”
“You gonna stay with me a couple of nights?”
I grinned. “Do you want me to stay?”
“I want you to stay the whole two weeks, but I know that won’t happen.”
I chuckled. “No, but only because Mom has a butt–load of stuff for us to do before Christmas, but I can definitely stay for a few days.”
“Lily’s gonna lose her shit.”
“What are we doing for her for Christmas? Do you want to do something at your place in the morning before my parents?” “She wakes up and Santa hasn’t come, we’ll have an issue, so yeah, probably do something at my place in the morning.”
“Do you want me to stay Christmas Eve or is it too soon for that?”
Alex chuckled. “It’s not too soon, baby. Lily’s already asking daily if you’re gonna be her new mommy.”
“She is?”
“Yeah.” He ran his hand over my
“And what do you tell her?”
He shook his head.
“You tell her no?”
bottom.
“No.” He gave my bottom a gentle smack. “What I tell her is not going to be repeated just yet. You’ll know when the time is right.”
I leaned over him and narrowed my eyes. “I have ways of making you talk, Mr. James.”
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“You do?”
“Yes… plus you promised I could finish what I started earlier.”
He chuckled, linking his hands behind his head. “I’m all yours, baby.”
Needless to say, he didn’t squeal, but I didn’t care because I got to finish what I started.
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