Chapter 143
“You can stop this at any time. It doesn’t matter what we’re doing, you need to know that if you don’t like something, if you change your mind, if you decide you don’t want me to be your first, it’s okay. Like I said, you’re in charge.”
She frowns. “I’m not going to change my mind tonight, Christian. I’m here, aren’t I?”
I smile and put my drink down, leaning forward. “We’re not going to have sex tonight, Enya.”
“But… you agreed …”
“Yes, I did. And I also said we’re going to do this my way. If we had sex tonight, it would hurt because you’re terrified and tense.”
She opens her mouth to argue, but I hold up my hand. “I can hear your heartbeat, Enya. I can see the bead of sweat on your forehead. It’s not hot in here.”
“So… what are we doing tonight?” she asks.
“Tonight, we’re going to start having you get used to me being dressed like this,” I say, gesturing at my body. “We’re going to have you get used to seeing me aroused around you because I usually am, but I can hide it more easily in my pants and jeans, and we’re going to let you start getting used to me touching you when you’re naked.”
“Oh,” she says, her eyes wide.
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“Right, ‘oh‘. You will not try to push me to move faster than what I think you’re ready for. I don’t care if you think you’re ready. If we’re going to do this, we’re going to do it at the pace I set. Do you agree?”
“How long are we talking?” she asks, still frowning.
“That will depend on you and how long it takes for you to relax around me. But I will make sure that you are not a virgin when you go to the Academy. That is my commitment to you. Now I need you to commit to trusting me and letting me set the pace between us. Do you agree, Enya?”
She nods. “Yes, I agree, Christian.”
“Good,” I say, sitting back. “Are you ready to begin or do you need more liquid courage?” I ask, grinning at her.
She tosses back the rest of her drink. “I’m ready. What do I do?”
“Take off your robe. Put it wherever you want, then get on my bed, facedown.”
She stands up and looks at me. “I just… take off my robe in front of you?”
“Yes. This is part of you getting used to being naked in front of me.”
She blushes a brilliant shade of red as she unknots her robe. Then she lets it slide off her shoulders before tossing it on the chair where she was sitting.
I feel my cock twitch in my boxers at how utterly gorgeous this
woman is.
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She looks at me and shifts uncomfortably.
“Go get on my bed, face down,” I tell her.
She rushes over to the bed, then turns to look at me. “Do I pull the sheets down?”
“That’s up to you. It depends on your comfort level. You can lay on top of them if that makes you more comfortable.”
She looks at my bed, then pulls the blanket and sheets down before laying on the side of the bed that I sleep on. If I wasn’t already going to have erotic Enya dreams tonight, her scent on my bed just clenched it.
Once she’s settled, I stand, turning the lights down.
“Do you like music?” I ask her.
“Yes,” she says, watching me.
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