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KyleÂ
My mind can’t wrap itself around what I justÂ
read. Was I really like that? Did I latch myselfÂ
onto a man that had no love for me? I’m frozen inÂ
my thoughts and can’t grasp reality. Was IÂ
delusional to think that when he asked me out orÂ
asked me to marry him that it was in my head?Â
I log into my social media account and lookÂ
back at the video of his proposal. There’s noÂ
denying that he is the one–on–one knee askingÂ
me to marry him. The audio proves it’s his voiceÂ
that I hear asking for my hand in marriage. HisÂ
parents are there in the background. So if all ofÂ
this is here for me to see, how did I force this onÂ
him?Â
I remember being surprised that he askedÂ
me to marry him. He had never let on that heÂ
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was thinking about marrying me. He had been inÂ
college and was home on a break. I had gone toÂ
a local community college to get a two–yearÂ
degree, because my parents weren’t there toÂ
help me. I had to work a full–time job and go toÂ
school at night to get that degree. He showed upÂ
at a community picnic and asked me to marryÂ
him. I was beyond shocked but also more happyÂ
than I had ever been.Â
I can’t be crazy. I’ve been going to therapyÂ
for years, trying to learn how to cope with myÂ
parents‘ death. They died in a car accident thatÂ
couldn’t be explained. The conclusion was thatÂ
my father had a heart attack while driving andÂ
they were both killed on impact. The trauma ofÂ
all of this made me spend countless hoursÂ
talking with my therapist about every aspect ofÂ
my life. I think she would have told me if I wasÂ
delusional about my life. She has always beenÂ
upfront and honest with me about my conditionÂ
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and there was never any diagnosis other thanÂ
depression and anxiety.Â
Whatever Kyle thought was going on wasÂ
whatever he made up himself. The man hadÂ
obviously been lying to me for years and I’m notÂ
going to let him make me question my sanity.Â
The next morning, I headed to Mr. Hendrix.Â
There wasn’t anyone at his office when I arrivedÂ
early. I open the door and a bell rings followed byÂ
his voice calling that he’ll be out in a moment. IÂ
look around the office and see that nothing hasÂ
changed since I was a child and would visit withÂ
my parents.Â
“Well, look at you! Little Tabitha is all grownÂ
up!” He says and wraps me in a hug. He and myÂ
father were always close friends, and it feels likeÂ
I’m seeing a long–lost uncle. “I’m sorry to hearÂ
about Kyle sugar. Is there anything that I can doÂ
to help you?”Â
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I spent the next hour telling him everything.Â
From the divorce to the letter, I leave nothingÂ
out. Shock is written all over his face, but I canÂ
tell that he isn’t as shocked as he should be.Â
There’s something that Mr. Hendrix isn’t saying.Â
“I know there’s something you want to say.Â
So please don’t hide it from me.” I say, pleading.Â
I’ve had enough damn secrets kept from me.Â
“I never trusted that boy. He told me heÂ
would handle your trust, and I knew somethingÂ
was up then.” He says with anger.Â
ask.Â
“Wait. What trust are you talking about?” IÂ
“The one your parents left you sugar. YouÂ
have ten million in that thing. I always wonderedÂ
why you never came to me about setting up yourÂ
accounts or getting any of that money.” He looksÂ
at me, confused.Â
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“I don’t know anything about a trust. MyÂ
parents weren’t well off Mr. Hendrix. We alwaysÂ
had the simplest of lifestyles.” I say. There’s noÂ
way I could have something like that from them.Â
“I told Kyle to bring you to my office after theÂ
funeral. He came by himself saying you were tooÂ
upset. I told him that there were financial mattersÂ
that we needed to talk about. All I told him is thatÂ
your parents set up something for you just inÂ
case. He told me he would let you know andÂ
would handle it for you. I never disclosed howÂ
much it was, but the sneaky thing was that heÂ
found out. He once told me that you wereÂ
requesting him to be in charge of it, but IÂ
wouldn’t let him until I spoke with you. I neverÂ
heard from him again.”Â
It feels like my brain can’t process anything.Â
Kyle hid all of this from me. My parents left me aÂ
large sum of money and I had to work multipleÂ
jobs to take care of myself before I married Kyle.Â
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That asshole!Â
ask.Â
“Why didn’t you just come straight to me?” IÂ
“He blocked every attempt I made. Plus, youÂ
looked so happy. I thought you didn’t need theÂ
money.” He looks at me with shame. He knowsÂ
he could have gotten to me if he tried hardÂ
enough.Â
“Alright. I get that Kyle was blocking youÂ
from getting to me, but there are other ways youÂ
could have gotten to me. Because you were soÂ
kind to me my whole life, I will forgive this. ButÂ
under no circumstances is anyone to know aboutÂ
this.” He nods his head in agreement.Â
We spend the next hour setting everythingÂ
up for the life insurance policy and my trust. Mr.Â
Hendrix will be the only person who will be ableÂ
to contact me once I get myself establishedÂ
somewhere new. I leave his office with a newÂ
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mindset. No more morning over what was. ThisÂ
town and all the people in it are going to be inÂ
the past. And I’m only going to look to the future