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The moment he finished speaking, something inside me broke. I didn’t wait. I rushed into him, arms wrapping around his neck, my lips crashing against his with a need I hadn’t known I could feel.Â
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He caught me immediately, his hands sliding down my back, pulling me flush against him. The warmth o him–solid and steady–filled me, and I realized I hadn’t been breathing until this moment.Â
His lips moved over mine with a fierce, almost possessive tenderness, and I clung to him like he was air itself. My fingers tangled in the thick fabric of his shirt, tugging at it, desperate to feel him closer.Â
When my hands finally reached the buttons, I started undoing them one by one, fumbling slightly, and he didn’t stop me–he let me. Every movement, every brush of skin against skin, made my pulse hammer in my ears.Â
He slid a hand to the small of my back, pressing me harder into him, and I gasped softly, a sound that caught somewhere between breath and emotion.Â
My lips left his for just a moment, brushing against his jaw, and my eyes fluttered closed. The ache of wanting him, the tension of everything we’d said, melted into a heat that radiated through me.Â
Alexander guided me back toward the office couch, his movements urgent. He lowered me onto it, keeping me pinned gently yet firmly, his hands exploring the curves of my body, memorizing every part. I let out a shaky sigh, my lips parting as his fingers traced down my arms, across my sides, holding me close.Â
Every touch sent shivers through me, a storm building that made me grip his shoulders, clutching at himÂ
as if I could anchor myself to this moment forever.Â
When he leaned down again, our mouths met, and it wasn’t just a kiss anymore–it was a release, raw andÂ
consuming. I pressed my body into his.Â
“Make love to me… please,” I begged, because that was all I wanted in that moment.Â
I wanted to feel all of him.Â
My hands roamed over him, memorizing the feel of his chest, the warmth of his skin, the tension in hisÂ
muscles.Â
He responded, adjusting his weight above me. He leaned back down again, pressing against me, his own need apparent in the way he looked deep into my eyes before everything narrowed to just him, right where I needed him. “Mhmm…” the sound slipped out of me.Â
A small, low sound escaped him as he pushed further into me… and it vibrated through my body.Â
I shivered, biting my lip to hold back a whimper, and he groaned softly into my mouth, his lips seeking mine like he couldn’t get enough.Â
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He began to move slowly. I closed my eyes, letting myself dissolve into the rhythm he set, the couch creaking beneath us as he moved against me.Â
Every brush of his skin against mine, every low growl that slipped from him, every hand that trailed over me, made the heat in my chest spiral higher. I let myself feel everything–the touch, the weight, the sound of his voice whispering my name, the overwhelming closeness of him.Â
My hands tangled in his hair, pulling him closer, and I pressed my body into him as if we weren’t close enough, letting him feel every shiver, every tremor, every heart–stopping moment of need I had for him.Â
I didn’t move for a while after.Â
I just lay there against him, my body still pressed to his, my head resting on his chest as his arm stayed wrapped around me. We didn’t care that it was his office.Â
The room had gone quiet again–too quiet after everything that had just passed between us–but this time it wasn’t tense.Â
It felt… settled.Â
Not perfect. Not resolved.Â
But steadier than it had been before.Â
His hand moved slowly against my back, tracing absentminded lines, like he wasn’t even thinking about it -just… feeling.Â
I let my eyes close, listening to the sound of his heartbeat beneath my ear.Â
For a moment, I thought maybe that was enough.Â
That maybe we could just stay here and not say anything else.Â
But then the weight of everything he had said settled in properly.Â
The honesty.Â
The way he had opened up–without holding back this time.Â
And something in my chest tightened.Â
Before I could stop it, I felt the warmth slip down my cheek.Â
I stilled.Â
Maybe he wouldn’t notice-Â
His hand paused.Â
“Faye…”Â
I didn’t answer.Â
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I couldn’t.Â
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Because if I opened my mouth, I knew exactly what would come out, and I wasn’t sure I could hold it steady.Â
He shifted slightly, his fingers tilting my chin up until I had no choice but to look at him.Â
His expression changed the moment he saw my face.Â
The concern was immediate.Â
His thumb brushed the tear away gently.Â
“What’s wrong?” he asked, his voice lower now. “Did I-”Â
I shook my head quickly.Â
“No,” I said softly.Â
Another tear slipped down anyway.Â
He didn’t look convinced.Â
“Babe,” he said, his voice a little firmer this time. “Talk to me.”Â
I let out a small breath, something close to a quiet laugh beneath it.Â
“I’m fine,” I said.Â
“You’re crying.”Â
“I know.”Â
My voice wasn’t breaking. It just felt… full.Â
I shifted closer, my hand coming up to rest against his chest, feeling the steady rise and fall beneath my palm.Â
For a second, I didn’t know how to say it.Â
Then I just did.Â
“I really love you, Alexander,” I said quietly.Â
The words came out simple.Â
But they felt heavier than anything else I’d said tonight.Â
His hand stilled slightly against my back.Â
I swallowed.Â
“And I’m sorry,” I added.Â
His brows pulled together faintly. “For what?”Â
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“For making you feel like you had to hold things in,” I said. “Like you couldn’t just say what you felt.”Â
I held his gaze.Â
“I don’t want that for us anymore,” I added softly. “I don’t want us to go back to… that.”Â
There was a brief silence.Â
I took a small breath.Â
“I just need a little time,” I said, quieter now. “Not to run. Not to avoid anything–just… to catch up with everything I’m feeling… to understand myself better.”Â
My fingers curled slightly against his shoulder.Â
“I feel like… I’ve lost some part of me in all of the chaos. I just need to feel whole again.” That was it–the feeling I had been struggling to understand.Â
“But I’m here,” I added. “I’m not going anywhere.”Â
That part–I needed him to understand.Â
I wasn’t pulling away.Â
I wasn’t unsure about him.Â
Just… figuring things out in my own way.Â
My voice softened even more.Â
“So just… be patient with me, okay?”Â
For a moment, he didn’t say anything.Â
He just looked at me.Â
Like he was weighing the words.Â
Feeling them.Â
Then his hand moved, sliding from my back up to my face again, his thumb brushing lightly along my cheek–wiping away the last of the tears.Â
Something in his expression softened.Â
I could see the understanding in his eyes.Â
He leaned in slightly, pressing a slow, gentle kiss to my forehead.Â
The kind that lingered for a second longer than necessary.Â
Grounding and reassuring in every way.Â
When he pulled back, his gaze met mine again.Â
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“We’ll be fine,” he said quietly. “And I’m here for you.”Â
And the way he said it-Â
It settled something deep within me.Â
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I let out a slow breath I didn’t realize I’d been holding and leaned back into him again, my head resting against his chest.Â
I was exactly where I needed to be.Â
“Can we just sleep here?” I said.Â
And I could hear the sound rise from within his chest as he chuckled.Â
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