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“I dunno I guess I just… Look I know that you are only three years old somewhat weird situation and I’ll be honest, when you first turned up an my dad’s mate I didn’t even begin to think of seeing you as any more than just that, his mate but this past month you have been so amazing with me, Bonnie… You have been an incredible support and always there when I need you. You may only be three years older than me but you have acted more of a mom to me in this last month than the one who gave birth to me ever had.”Â
I feel tears start to form at the back of my eyes but they are happy tears and I think that the beaming smile on my face proves that. “Hearing you say that means more than you could ever know, Lottie. When I found out that I was mated to your dad and discovered all about you I never had any intention of inputting myself into your life in any way that you didn’t want. Of course, at the very least I wanted us to be friends but I never had any intention of takeing any role with you.”Â
I watch as her shoulders sag and I can only imagine what she’s thinking right now but I’d bet any money that she is wrong. “That being said it became apparent very quickly that you were starting to mean something to me and I found myself realising that I was ok with whatever role you wanted me to be, whether that be as your friend or as more.”Â
She gives me a beaming smile as she leans into me and hugs me and when she pulls back she has tears in her own eyes but is still smiling. “I’m not sure what role I want you to be yet, but I do know that it’s more than a friend but if it’s stepmom or mom… that I’m not sure about. I just know that I love you Bonnie and I love who you are and I wish… I wish that you could have been my mom because I have a feeling that things would have been completely different. I get if this is too weird to think about given our ages but it’s just how I feel.”Â
words. That bitchÂ
I feel my breath lodge in my throat and my heart pound even harder at Lola didn’t deserve the title of mom and while im not her real mom or even at a sensible age to be her mom, if she wants me to fill that role then I will and happily. If meeting my mate has taught me one thing it is that age is just a number. He’s ten years older than me and my potential daughter is three years younger than me but I couldn’t care less and if anyone has a problem with it then they can come to me and I’ll put them right back in their place.Â
“I wish I could have been your mom too, Lottie. I don’t care about the age factor, im here for you and I’ll be whatever you need or want me to be. I will always be here for you.” She smiles as she wipes several stray tears from her cheeks. “Can I ask have you spoken to your dad about this?” ThisÂ
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isn’t a conversation that Nick and I have had yet and I honestly have no idea how he would feel about it. What if he’s against this kind of relationship between us? I can’t imagine he would be but there’s always a small chance.Â
“I have. I pretty much said the same to him as I have to you.”Â
“And how did he take it?”Â
“He was ok. He told me that it was something that you and I had to figure out ourselves but that whatever we decide and whatever direction our relationship goes in he will support us.” I’m not surprised to hear that, it sounds just like something that Nick would say but still, it feels nice to hear and im happy for Lottie that she got the blessing that she so clearly needed.Â
“I’m glad we had this talk. You can always come to me, Lottie about anything. I’ll never be too busy for you.”Â
“Thank you… Bonnie.” Her little stutter makes me smile. She was torn about what to call me but that’s ok, one step at a time and all that. “We should head back to Dad and find out what’s going on.” She’s right while I’ve been more than happy to talk to her for as long as needed I can’t deny that im eager to find out what Nick knows. I smile at her as stand up. “Let’s go.”Â
Alpha NicholasÂ
We may have found the boys. That’s all I keep saying in my head as I run with all I have back to my office. When Shane linked me letting me know I felt like my heart was going to explored it was pounding so hard. I know there is only a small chance of this being true but after a very long month of searching and waiting for news on them, I’m more than happy to have any ind of chance no matter how small it may be. 1Â
I storm into my office to find Shane, Robbie, Will, Tony, my dad, and several of my top warriors including Ryan all waiting for me. Some of them are sitting but some are standing while Tony isÂ
pacing the room looking ready to tear his hair out. Usually, I would tell them off for being in hereÂ
without me but right now I couldn’t give a fuck.Â
“Tell me what you know!” I demand before I’ve even sat down. Tony finally stops pacing andÂ
comes to stand next to my desk. “Ryan thinks that he may have found them!” The words fly out ofÂ
his mouth, his impatience clear to hear but I don’t blame him. “I know, Tony and I promise that ifÂ
they are there that we will find them. Where’s Rosie I need to get him to calm down a little so thatÂ
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“She’s on her way.” I do my best to keep him talking while we wait an before there’s a knock on the door before it opens to reveal my mate, Ros goddess for that. Rosie heads straight for Tony while Lottie takes a seat next to Robbie and my mate comes to stand next to me. I pull her into my lap needing her comfort and wait for Rosie and Tony to take a seat so that we can get started which thankfully doesn’t take long. Thankfully, I was right and Rosie has managed to work her magic on Tony.Â
“Ok, Ryan. Tell us everything you know.”Â
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I thought Bonnie was 2 years older than Lottie, not 3 years older? Yes? No? Regardless, enjoying the story!Â
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