Wind Carved Names Into Silence by Zex Hollow 186

Alpha Nicholas’s Little Mate 

Chapter 186 

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Alpha Nicholas 

‘How did he look when you checked in on him?” Bonnie asks the moment I step into the kitchen area. It’s only 7 am and yet, she’s already up, showered. dressed and has a massive breakfast spread out across our breakfast island. There’s enough food and coffee to feed a small army and it smells fucking 

delicious. 

Then again neither of us slept much last night. Bonnie was out of bed by 5 am as she couldn’t sleep over worrying that Robbie would vomit and choke in his sleep so I’m not surprised that she’s managed to pull all of this off already but still, she didn’t need to. However, If there’s one thing that I know about my mate, it’s that she loves looking after others and I love her all the more for it 

“He woke up when I went in but the poor bastard was in rough shape. He’s going to suffer today that’s for sure.” While part of me wants to laugh at the state that Robbie was in when he woke up, a bigger part of me stops it from happening. 

Robbie getting drunk at any given time is a bad sign but given the current situation, his getting drunk right now is a major red flag for me. I don’t have a clue as to how we are going to help him, but we will find a way, we have to. 

“I feel so sad for him, Nick. I hope we can help him.” The sadness in her eyes is genuine and her concern for my brother just makes me love her even more. “We will, sweetheart. I’m not sure how yet, but we will find a way. He isn’t alone in this, he never will be.” She gives me a genuine smile pleased with my answer as she works on dishing out the last pieces of breakfast. “I know.” She means what she says and I already know that she will personally be there for Robbie in any way that she can. 

Both Bonnie and I kept checking in on Robbie throughout the night, Bonnie more than me because she was so worried. Considering it hasn’t been that long since she met my brothers, she cares for them like she’s known them her whole life. I already knew that she had a heart to kind to this world, just seeing how she is with Lottie is enough to prove my words right but watching how she’s looked out for Robbie since I brought him back last night has hit 

home for me even more. 

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She has checked on him more times than I can count during the night, made sure he had some Advil and water ready for when he woke up and has put one hell of a woman and one hell of a Luna. As I watch her put the last few on one hell of a breakfast spread to make sure he starts his day off right. She plates of food onto the breakfast bar I feel my throat tighten up as a thought slams into my head and makes my heart pound relentlessly. 

Aside from already being the best mate and Luna, she would make one incredible mother. After having Lottie come into my life as she did and after the shit show that was that cult and her mother I quickly decided that there wouldn’t be any more children or a woman in my life. Don’t get me wrong, I love my daughter more than life and I will never regret her coming into my life. If anything I wish that I could have known her from her birth but I can’t change the past so I try not to think about it. 

But then Bonnie came along and battered down all those walls that I had built and completely changed my life for the better. But as the thought of her being a mom comes to mind it makes me realize that I hadn’t thought about her and children. I hadn’t stopped to think about my mate and if she wanted 

them. 

Considering the person that she is and how she treats Lottie, I’m going to assume that she will want them at some point but that’s not what has my heart pounding no, what has my heart pounding is the fact that the idea of having children with her doesn’t scare me when the thought of any more children has always terrified me. 

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