Wind Carved Names Into Silence by Zex Hollow 217

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His tone is calm and gentle as he speaks to his daughter and I feel proud of how he’s acting towards her. I know that he’s still pissed about what she’s said to me, but he’s pushing that all aside and doing what he needs to do as her dad and I love him all the more for it. 

“Lottie, would you feel better if I were to leave the room?” The words leave my mouth before I can stop them, but I don’t regret them. While we have bonded very well since I came here it’s still nothing compared to the bond that she has with her dad and maybe this conversation is one that they need to have without me. She gives me a strange look that quickly turns into a frown and shakes her head. “No. I want you to stay here. Please stay.” she seems genuine so I give her a smile and nod. “I will always be around. I will always stay 

unless you tell me different, darling.” 

“So, darling. Are you going to tell us what’s going on?” Nick asks her once more but again she shakes her head. “Lottie, I already know what this is about and you can tell us.” Wait, what does he know? A look of shock covers her face before doubt creeps in. “I haven’t told 

anyone so how would you know, Dad.” 

“You are my daughter and I know a lot more about you than you think, sweetheart. Now, are you going to tell us or would you like me to spill it.” I see a glimpse of a challenging teenager shining through her eyes and it may not be the time for it but I can’t help but feel a little happy. She’s not completely gone. 

“What is it you think you know, Dad?‘ she doesn’t ask in any kind of shitty way, her voice is soft and calm but I do think that if this was any other time that she would be giving a bit of attitude right now and the way that Nick clears his throat as if trying to stop himself from laughing is anything to go by then I have a feeling that he’s thinking the same thing as me right now. 

“Never mind what I think, here’s what I know. Yes, what you said is somewhat true but it’s only a small part of the actual truth isn’t it sweetheart? The truth is that you are scared and I don’t mean scared about losing my attention or love which by the way is impossible. It couldn’t ever happen. You’re scared of losing the baby.” 

Huh? How would she lose the baby? I remain quiet dispite my confusion and the questions burning my tongue while Lottie looks at Nicky with complete shock. Yeah, I think he’s on to something here. ‘I don’t… how did you…” 

“Because as I said before Lottie, I know you and I know that you’re scared and I understand why, I do. Your mom abandoned you when you were practically a newborn then your grandad brought you here dispite the fact that you didn’t even know who I was and then not long after that he died. And now all these years later your mom turns back only because she wanted something and then she died too. You always wanted a mom who wanted you and brothers and sisters but it never happened and now that you are finally getting everything that you’ve always wanted you’re feeling overwhelmed and terrified of losing all that you have gained. Does that sound about right?” 

Fuck, how hasn’t I thought of that? Now that he’s said it, it makes perfect sense. I look across at Lottie and the shock on her face would be funny if it was in any other situation. She takes a moment as she swallows hard and takes in a deep breath but finally, she nods confirming his words to be true as fresh tears run down her face. Oh, this poor girl! 

“Maybe you do know me better than I think because yeah that is the truth. While I’m a little scared of what sharing you will look like I’m even more terrified of what losing Bonnie and the baby would be like. 

“Oh, sweetheart. I can’t sit still or remain quiet any longer. My heart is breaking for the poor lost side to my sweet sweet girl and I will do anything I can to help her. I stand up and walk around towards Lottie and the moment I’m in front of her she once again dives 

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into my arms. 

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After a few minutes of just hugging each other 1 pull back from her and look straight into her eyes, I want her to believe me when I tell her what I’m about to do. “Lottie, while I can’t promise that we won’t lose this baby. I pray we don’t but some times fate has other ideas for us. What i can promise you is that you are never going to loose me.” 

“You cant know that. What if for some reason you and my dad decide not to be mates anymore, it’s rare but it happens. I look across at Nick praying that he can understand what im trying to tell him and it appears he does as he gives a reasuring smile and nods. Tottie i promise that i will always be there. I have no plans to leave your dad but even if that did happen for some reason, i promise that i will still always be there for you, always.” 

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