Wind Carved Names Into Silence by Zex Hollow 54

Chapter 54 

I take a deep breath and push my next words out before I chicken out and run from here. ‘One day When I was 16 I had just got 

home from school when a guard linked my dad telling him that he, my mom, and I were urgently required at the main entrance to the 

pack house. We had no idea what was going on but we quickly got there only to find an older wolf standing at the steps with a little girl 

in his arms. She looked to be about 2 or 3, she was so tiny, but the moment I looked into her eyes I saw it…” 

“Oh my goodness, Lottie!” Bonnie jumps almost falling off the bed but I manage to grab her in time. “Be careful you’re still healing. 

“Sod that I’m fine! Lottie was the little girl on the steps wasn’t she?” 

“She was. It turned out she was almost 4 years old and looked just like me.” 

“But how? I don’t understand. I thought you said they couldn’t have used any of your…” 

“The older wolf with her was her granddad. Well, the only grandad she had ever known. It turned out that Lisa and the Rogue Alpha had also taken a select few members of the pack with them without anyone knowing and also some samples. They have some wolves stay back to collect them, and im guessing that they waited around long enough to take ours too. They wanted Lottie’s mom to have several babies to help them build a new pack but she didn’t want to. She didn’t want any part of it nor did her dad.” 

“However, one night when she was sleeping they somehow injected her with my semen, or whatever it is they do and she got pregnant straight away. The day she found out that she was pregnant, she and her dad ran and never looked back. Lotties grandad told us that they had wanted to come to us sooner but they needed to stay hidden away from them so he moved them to another country to keep them 

safe.” 

“Oh my goddess, that poor girl. How did they know that you were lotties dad?” 

“They have bragged to her that she could be the one to birth the first child of a future Alpha and had given her my name.” 

“Wow. I hope karma came for them.” I nod agreeing as anger swirls throughout my body. “So why did he come here after all those years? And where was Lottie’s mum?” 

“Sadly her mom couldn’t get over what they have done to her and struggled to bond with Lottie and ended up taking off when she was just a few months old leaving her with her grandad. He came to us because he was sick, his wolf had been fading for years since the loss of his mate. He said that he couldn’t be the grandad that she deserved anymore, that he couldn’t give her the life that she deserved so he used the last of his money to hire bodyguards to protect them while he brought her to me.” 

“Poor man, he suffered so much. And you find out you have a 3–year–old daughter at 16, that must have been mind–blowing!” She’s right in what she says. When I first realized Lottie was mine I’ll be honest I felt like running for the hills but the smile I know is playing across my face right now says that I didn’t and that I don’t regret a goddam thing! 

‘I shit myself! I’ll be honest I didn’t think I could do it and for a short time, I didn’t even know if I wanted to but in glad that I did. Raising Lottie from such a young age is without a doubt the hardest thing I have ever done but it’s also been the most rewarding thing ever and I’ve never once regretted raising her. She’s my world!” 

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Chapter 54 

I see tears in her eyes but she’s smiling wide and then she shocks me by leaning forward and wrapping her arms around my nerk, in 

my moment of shock, I freeze but I’m soon pulled out of it when I feel her tense up and pull back from me moving back to her spars on 

The bed. ‘No, you don’t.” She lets out a gasp as I grip her under her arms and lift her onto my lap so that her legs are wrapped around my 

waist and I hold her tightly to me.. 

I’m sorry, you just shocked me that’s all, but now you can stay right here while we finish talking.” She lifts her head to look at me and her smile lights up the whole room, and in that moment, for the first time since I met her, all I want to do is kiss her but I hold back because unce I kiss her she is mine and there’s no going back which is what I want but I still don’t know if she wants me, not after how I’ve been, I still don’t know if she’s planning to leave me or not. 

Fuck, now that I have her here with me, the thought of losing her kills me. Why did I have to be such a prick, why couldn’t I have just had my shit together when we first met. Maybe if I had then I wouldn’t be in this position now. I already know that if she does leave me then it is only because of my own stupid ass but still, If she does go I’ll never get over it and it will be all on me and I’m not sure how I 

will live with that.