Chapter 62Â
BonnieÂ
The freedom that I felt as soon as we hit the forest and Lexi let loose does not last very long, There is so much on my mind, and re hard to stop thinking or feeling for even just the shortest amount of time. The moon goddess must have it in for me because EAT! GREA to catch a break, First losing my mom before I even got to know her, could even remember her, and then she let me grow up like 1 did andÂ
now, I have a mate who plays ping pong with my heart, and it feels like I’m about to explored.Â
and right now I keep going from upset to angry and while I want to curl up in a ball and cry until I pass out my anger is overriding, it I just want to scream and shout and destroy everything in sight, I’ve always been fairly quiet, had no choice but to be that way but for some reason right now I feel stronger than I ever have and ready to take down everything that’s in my sight.Â
“We’ll run for a while and then find you somewhere to let out all of your anger, it won’t do you any good to keep it all inside. A chirps. We’ve not been running for long and yet she already seems to be so much lighter. This run was the right thing for her. I don’t answer her but I know she can feel my excitement at the idea of letting out all of my frustrations as she carries on barreling through theÂ
woods.Â
I’m not sure how long we’ve been out here nor am I sure how much time we have left but I doubt it will take that long for Nick to know that I left and I’m pretty sure the moment he knows I’m gone he’ll be looking for me. He could be gone for a few hours but the doctor goes by my room to check on me quite regularly so I need to make the most of every moment.Â
My body jerks as the realization sets in. Nick is out running the same woods as me what if I run into him? What if he picks up my scent before I pick up his? “Don’t worry, Bon. I’m watching our surroundings. I’ll do all I can to avoid him until you are ready to see him again.” Lexi pants as she slows down her running a little. This is one of the many reasons why I love that wolf. We both know that if she picks up the scent of our mates or sees them all of her instincts will tell her to run to them and yet here she is putting me first onceÂ
again, like she always has.Â
Through all of my erratic thinking, I don’t even realize how far we have come until Lexi stops at the top of a cliff that overlooks a waterfall. “Where are we, Lex? Are we still on pack grounds?” She huffs as she steps forward until we can see right over the cliff. “Of course we are, Bon. Were just further back than before. It’s so peaceful here.” She’s right it is and as she flops down onto the ground and relaxes I slowly start to do the same.Â
I take in deep breaths and moan at the scent that surrounds me from the freshness of the forest and the water and let my mind relax so much from the sound of the water as it goes down the waterfall and flows down that lake that I unintentionally fall asleep. What a stupid mistake that was…Â
“Get up mutt! I wince then spring awake when I realize I’ve been kicked in the side. I lower my hand to cover my side… wait my hand? I look down and realize that I’m lying on the ground naked in my human foam. What the hell happened to Lexi and who the fuck just kicked me? I jump up from the ground as fast as I can making sure my back faces the waterfall so that I can keep my eyes on my surroundings but I can’t see anyone. “Lex, you there?” Of course, she doesn’t answer and I’m scared, really scared but It looks like I’m on my own here so I pull up my imaginary big girl pants and take in a deep breathÂ
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