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Where Darkness Learned Breath by Rylor Dusk 27

Where Darkness Learned Breath by Rylor Dusk 27

Aria POV 

The last place I wanted to be on a Thursday morning was Sunshine Preschool’s Mother and Child Day

I adjusted my sunglasses and checked my watch. Olivia had insisted I attend. Noah deserves this, she’d said over coffee yesterday. Every other kid will have their mom 

there 

She was right. I hated that she was right

1 pushed through the gate into the playground. Colorful banners hung between trees. Tables covered in finger paintings and craft supplies lined the fence. Mothers clustered in groups, chatting and laughing while their children ran wild

I didn’t belong here. These women discussed playdates and organic snacks. I discussed hostile takeovers and quarterly earnings

Mama!Noah’s voice cut through my thoughts

I turned. He ran toward me, his curls bouncing with each step. Paint streaked across his cheek. His shirt was already dirty

Perfect

Hey, baby.I knelt down and caught him in a hug. Having fun?” 

So much fun!He grabbed my hand and pulled. Come see what I made!” 

I let him drag me toward the craft tables. Other mothers smiled politely. I smiled back but in reality none of us meant it

Noah showed me his artwork. A house with four stick figures. That’s you, me, andHe pointed to the other two figures

Who are they?I asked carefully

That’s Auntie LivHe tapped one figure. Then hesitated on the last one. And that’snobody. Yet.” 

My chest tightened. It’s beautiful, sweetheart

Ms. Monroe?A teacher appeared beside us. She was Young and enthusiastic. So glad 

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you could make it! Noah talks about you constantly.” 

Does he?I straightened up

Oh yes.” She beamed. He’s very proud of his mama. Says you’re a superhero.” 

Noah tugged my hand. Because you are, Mama. You save companies.” 

The teacher laughed as I managed a smile

Well, enjoy the activities.The teacher moved to the next parent. We have relay races starting in fifteen minutes!” 

Noah dragged me toward the playground equipment. Other children played on swings and slides. Mothers supervised from benches, phones in hand

I was checking my own phone when I felt it

That presence. The one that made the air shift and my spine straighten

I looked up slowly

Damien Blackwood stood near the gate. Thirty feet away he was wearing dark jeans and a black shirt. Our eyes met across the playground

My heart stopped

What the hell was he doing here

He started walking. Straight toward me. His gaze moved from my face to Noah, who was climbing the jungle gym

No. No, no, no

I moved quickly putting myself between Damien and my son. Noah, come here.” 

But MamaHe hung from a bar

Now, Noah.My voice came out sharper than intended

He dropped to the ground and walked over. His face fell. Did I do something wrong?” 

No, baby.I touched his hair. I just” 

Aria.Damien’s voice called out

I turned. He stood three feet away. Close enough that I could see the shadows under his eyes. The tension in his jaw

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What are you doing here?I kept my voice low

My nephew attends this school.” He gestured vaguely toward the playground. His mother invited me to the event.” 

Of course. Because the universe hated me

Noah peeked around my legs. Those iceblue eyes studied Damien with open curiosity

Damien stared back. I watched the exact moment recognition hit him. The way his breath caught. The way his hands flexed at his sides

He saw himself in Noah’s face. Anyone would

Hi,” Noah said. He stepped out from behind me. I’m Noah.” 

Noah.” Damien’s voice cracked slightly. He cleared his throat. That’s a strong name.” 

Mama picked it.” Noah smiled up at him. What’s your name?” 

I’mDamien glanced at me. I’m Damien.” 

That’s a strong name too.” Noah tilted his head. Are you someone’s daddy?” 

The question hit Damien. His eyes closed briefly. No. Not yet.” 

Oh.Noah considered this. Maybe someday.” 

Maybe.” Damien knelt down to Noah’s level. Do you like it here? At school?” 

Uhhuh!Noah launched into an enthusiastic description of his day. The paintings. The snacks. His best friend who could do a backflip

I watched Damien listen. Really listen. The way he focused entirely on Noah. The soft expression on his face. The careful way he nodded and responded

This wasn’t the cold CEO I remembered. This was someone else entirely

Noah has your eyes,” Damien said quietly, looking up at me

My hand moved to Noah’s shoulder. We need to go.” 

Aria, please” 

Goodbye, Damien.I guided Noah toward the parking lot

But Mama, the relay racesNoah protested

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We’ll come back another day.” I kept walking

Aria, wait.Damien followed. Please. Just five minutes.” 

No.I didn’t look back

He’s my son.His voice carried across the playground

Several mothers turned to look. I felt their eyes on us

I spun around. Walked back to Damien and spoke through clenched teeth. Don’t. Not 

here.” 

Then where?His desperation was clear. You won’t answer my calls. You have security throw me out of your building. What am I supposed to do?” 

Accept that you made your choice three years ago.I stepped closer. You don’t get to change your mind now just because it’s convenient.” 

Convenient?He almost laughed. You think any of this is convenient? I haven’t slept in weeks. I can’t eat. I can’t focus. All I think about isHe stopped looking at Noah then lowered his voice. Please. I’m begging you. Let me explain.” 

Mama?Noah tugged my sleeve. Why is he sad?” 

I looked down at my son. His concerned little face. He was too young to understand adult pain. Too innocent

I wanted to keep him that way

He’s fine, baby.I picked Noah up. Say goodbye.” 

Bye, Damien!Noah waved over my shoulder. Maybe I’ll see you at school again!” 

I hope so,Damien called back

I carried Noah to the parking lot. Set him in his car seat. My hands shook as I buckled 

him in

Mama, you’re shaking.” Noah touched my hand

I’m okay.” I kissed his forehead. Just cold.” 

It was seventy degrees outside

I closed his door and walked around to the driver’s side

Damien stood beside my car

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Move.” I reached for the door handle

He didn’t budge. That boyAria, please. I know he’s my son.” 

So what?I crossed my arms. What do you want? A medal for figuring it out?” 

I wantHe ran a hand through his hair. I want to be his father.” 

No.The word came out cold and final

Aria” 

You gave up that right.I stepped closer. When you told me to get rid of him, when you never even cared to offer me the bare minimum called child support so fuck off” 

I know.” His eyes were red. I know what I did. I know I don’t deserve” 

You’re right, because honestly you don’t.I opened my car door. Now move.” 

He stepped aside

I got in. Started the engine. I looked in the rearview mirror.Damien stood in the parking lot. Hands in his pockets. Head down. Looking more broken than I’d ever seen 

him

For a split second, I almost felt sorry for him

Almost

I drove away. In the backseat, Noah hummed to himself

Mama?His voice was small. Did you know that man?” 

My hands tightened on the steering wheel. Why do you ask?” 

He looked at you like Daddy looks at Mommy in my storybook.Noah swung his feet. Like you’re really, really important.” 

I glanced in the rearview mirror. Saw Damien still standing there, watching us go

He’s nobody, baby.The lie tasted bitter. Nobody important at all.” 

But as I turned onto the main road, I couldn’t shake the image of his face

The regret. The longing. The desperate hope

For three years, I’d imagined this moment. Dreamed of him discovering the truth and drowning in guilt

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Now that it was happening, I felt nothing but hollow

Because no amount of his suffering would give me back those years

No amount of apologies would erase his words in that office

And no amount of regret would make me trust him with my son’s heart

My phone buzzed. A text from an unknown number

I saw you 

leave. I understand. But please, Aria. Give me one chance to explain everything. For Noah’s sake. For yours. For the family we could have been

I deleted it

Then blocked the number

Then pulled over because my hands were shaking too hard to drive

Mama?Noah’s worried voice came from the backseat

I’m fine, baby.” I wiped my eyes. Mama’s just fine.” 

But I wasn’t

Because seeing Damien with Noahseeing that instant connection, that undeniable bondterrified me

What if Noah wanted to know his father? What if I couldn’t protect him from the Blackwood world? What if Damien actually had changed

What if I was denying my son something he deserved out of my own pain

I looked at Noah in the rearview mirror. He watched me with those iceblue eyes. Damien’s eyes

Mama, are you crying?He unbuckled his car seat and climbed into the front. Wrapped his small arms around my neck

Just a little.I held him tight. Sometimes grownups cry.” 

It’s okay.” He patted my back the way I’d always patted his. I love you, Mama. More 

than the whole world.” 

I love you too, baby.I kissed the top of his head. More than anything” 

And that was the problem

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I loved him so much that I’d built walls around us. Walls so high that nothing could 

hurt him

But maybe those walls were keeping out more than just pain

Maybe they were keeping out possibilities too

I pushed the thought away. Buckled Noah back into his seat. Drove home with my mind racing

Later that night, after Noah was asleep, I poured a glass of wine and stood at my apartment window

Somewhere out there, Damien Blackwood was awake too. Probably in his penthouse

Probably staring at the same city lights

Thinking about the son he’d just met

The son he’d rejected before birth

The son who might forgive him somedayeven if I never could

My phone buzzed again

One conversation. That’s all I’m asking. Not for me. For him. He deserves to know the truth about everything. —D 

I stared at the message for a long time

Then I typed back: Fine. One conversation. My office. Tomorrow. 2 PM. Say what you need to say. Then leave us alone

His response came immediately: Thank you. I’ll be there

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